Hella D Marosi
FEEL
"I Feel" explore the overwhelming intensity of emotions that often consume me—sadness, anxiety, numbness, confusion and everything in between. These feelings are powerful yet elusive, often leaving me speechless, detached from the world, and unable to express what I’m going through. The red scarf stands to symbolizes this complex emotional burden. It’s both a tangible and intangible presence, wrapped around me, something I can touch and feel but can’t let go of or share with others. This scarf represents the part of me that remains invisible to the outside world, yet exerts a profound influence on my inner self.
It feels like a weight pressing down on my chest, making it hard to breathe. It is something I’ve created and control, yet I have no tools to manage it. There’s a constant fear of burdening others, leaving me with a profound sense of loneliness and disorientation after a trauma that has distanced me from everything, even from myself. This feeling wraps around my neck, my face, my body—aninescapable presence that refuses to let me go. I envision this feeling as an intrinsic part of me, something that sets me apart and can be used to cover and transform how I’m seen yet still allowing for beauty to shine through. This project resonates deeply with the
feminine aspects of myself that I feel I’ve lost and am striving to reconnect with. It’s a journey of rediscovering and embracing these parts, allowing myself to feel again, and reconnecting with the essence of who I am.